a story of a raped girl

rasta r dhare poriya achi ami
banchiya na moriya ---- ? se gyan nahi amar,
roktakto deho niya, jontrona ta buke niya
mukh lukiyachi ami chera sari r anchol e..
fupiya fupiya kandiya choli ami,
ey shorir kapite thake....
ey deho je ,amar deho nohe.....
ora je khable , anchre niye niyeche ey shorir.....
je tuku ento , kata baki chilo... feliya rakhiya geche..
kukure shukiya choli jai....
ore pashndo!! ore purusher jaat!! ore nirmom!!
tora je kukurer thekeo niche....
kukur o ey deho dekhle shukiya choliya jai.....
kintu purush je bare bare ase.....
bare bare khablaiya jai ey deho ke...
amar jontrona r chitkar shuniya
anondo pas tora...
amar roktoi rongin korish nijeder haath,
nokh anchre, daant kamre,
joliye, puriye khash tora ey
"meye manush er mansa pindo ta ke".
ke tora ..... ki tora.....
janwar ke o bhalobhasle se bhoje....
tora je 'purush'......
manush er jontronai anondo paas tora......
ajike poriya achi ami ekhane....
nahi somman, nahi shokti ghore phiraya jabar....
jani keu asibe na amar kache,
jani keu chuinbe na amake,
ami je duschoritro,
ami ke kolonkito,
ami je opobitro,
ami je meye manush!!!!!
sohjyo korite hoibe amake.
ami je 'ento khabar er moton'
shokole dure dure thake ama theke,
shokole amake dekhiya mukh ghuriya fele,
shokole amar dike angul tule dakhai,
he bhogoban, ki koriyachi ami....
sedin er raat er jontronata ki kom chilo amar?
tobu keno abar ey bhoja tanite hoibe
amake sara jibon ?
kotha theke shunite pai ami,
'karon tumi meye'
stobdho hoye takiya thaki ami.....
ajo bhujite pari nai
"ki koriyachi ami ,
ma er kole r sneho theke bonchito hoite?"

feelings of a girl in 'satidaha'

obak chokhe cheye thaki ami
bhujite na pari... ki koriyachi.....
obola jib ami, jontronai katrachchi....
ohe priyojon,
ohe bondhugon,
cheye dekho aji , ey durdine
jayiyo na chole....
ki dosh amar, ki kosur amar,
keno agun e jaliyacho amai...
keno ey sotir shikar ami...
amar chokher jol e buk bhijiya jai..
tobu buker bhitor agun neve na,
bhoyarto ma ra shishuder kole tane,
bole, "dekhish na bacha... o je kalankito!!"
amar bacha poriya ache dur anginai...
keu tare kole tule nai ni....
agun er shikha gras kore amai....
lovarto chokhe ora amai dekhe.
"ore pashondo!!!! ore roktokhaki!!!
ajike tor amar jontronai nachitechis,
toder o kanya ache... tora o pita hoyiachis....
sedin dekhibo kemon tora nijer meyer
soti ghire ghire nachis!!!!"
gyan hoyar age jahar saathe
saat panke bendhechilam ey jibon,
dekheni jahake kokhono,
naam janina jahar knodin,
je konodin bhalobase ni amake....
aji, he bhogoban !! tahari chitai
jyanto amake jolite hoyiche.....
ghrinai bhora du chokh diye
agun jholse pore..... dhik !!
dhik ey duniya!! dhik ey sanaskar!!!

kagoj ar kolom er kotha.......

Aj onek diner pore,
Amar kolom o jano klanto obosonno,
Obosor neoa ek kormocharir motoi nispran.
J kali te sato sato kobita jonmato,
Seo jano dirghyosash a pata voria tulche.
Seo preme porechilo ekdin ei mosrin kagojer.
Tar hridoy thake kalir sobde jhore porto,
Chondomoy premer kobita.
Sabolil khela cholto patar sathe.
Kakhono hridoy ar kotha,
Kokhono sudhui kothar kotha.
Aj tar hridoy ar sob kothai jano
Thanday jomat bandha kalir moto jome giache.
R ja kichu kothar kotha se gulo vasa hariache.
Bechari pata , se to diary ar dui dewal ar modhye bondi hoye,
Pore roilo amar boi ar rack a.
Tobu prem chilo hridoy a.
Tar sada onger swachhata atotuku mlan hoyni.
Hoyto protikhya korechilo, kobe sei kolom
Abar tar hridoy a anchor kete bolbe,
"Dekho ami asechi, sudhu tomakei voria tulte,
Tomatei mishia dite amar somosto kobita."
Or to abar chokher jol felteo voy hoy.
Pache kalir lekha gulo muche jay.
Aboseshe Ishwar or kotha sunlen.
Nana jontronay badhyo kore tullen amay kobita likhte.
Ami likhte boslam amar sei kolom r sada patar kotha......

A WARRIOR OF LIFE

1. "Life has three aspects: Paradox, Humor, and Change.

- Paradox: Life is a mystery; don't waste time figuring it out.

- Humor: Keep a sense of humor, especially about yourself. It is a strength beyond all measure

- Change: Know that nothing stays the same."


2. "There is never nothing going on. There are no ordinary moments."

3. "When you feel fear. Use the sword, take it up here and cut the mind to ribbons, slash through all those regrets and fears, anything else that lives in past or the future"

4. "Take out the trash from what's inside your head."

5. "A warrior is not about perfection or victory or invulnerability. He's about absolute vulnerability. That is the only true courage."

6. "There is no starting or stopping - only doing."

7. "There's no greater purpose than service to others."

8. "Everyone wants to tell you what to do and what's good for you. They don't want you to find your own answers, they want you to believe theirs."

9. "I want you to stop gathering information from the outside and start gathering it from the inside."

10. "People are not their thoughts, they think they are, and it brings them all kinds of sadness."

11. "Death isn't sad. The sad thing is: most people don't live at all."

12. "Knowledge is knowing, Wisdom is doing."

13. "Where are you? Here. What time is it? Now. Who are you? This moment."

14. "It is the journey that gives us happiness, not the destination."

15. "A warrior acts, a fool reacts."

16. "If you don't get what you want, you suffer. And even when you get exactly what you want, you still suffer because you can't hold on to it forever."

17. "There is no better, you will never be better. Same way you'll never be less than anybody else."

18. "Habit is the problem. All you need to do is be conscious about your choices and be responsible for your actions."

19. "Every action has its price and its pleasure. Recognizing both sides a warrior becomes realistic and responsible for his actions."

20. "The ones who are hardest to love are usually the ones who need it the most."

School Days

Somewhere between the maths classes and the homework..
and the pranks on friends....
and the friendships and the calls
to each other complaining about Crushes and
BF/GF!! Somewhere between the phone calls to old
friends and the “I miss you’s“, the “I love you’s” and
the “What are we doing tonight’s?” And somewhere
between all of the changing and growing…
somewhere between the classes and the skipping
classes…and the Studying for tests…And then
PRETENDING to “STUDY” for TESTS...
And actually NOT studying for Tests…
I forgot–I forgot what SCHOOL was all about........
until I left it behind......

Somewhere between all the competitive exams,
and studying.. and studying.. and falling in sleep
and then learning my lessons in my dreamssss
Making plans then breaking plans…
I forgot–I forgot what it was like to cry.
I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn’t make you
happy… And that pretending to
be SMART doesn’t make you smart .. I forgot
that you can’t just forget the past in
fear of the FUTURE… I forgot that you
can’t control falling in Love..
And that you can’t make yourself fall in *LoVe*
…. I learnt that I can LOVE… I
learned that it’s okay to MESS UP….
And it’s okay to ask for HELP!!!.. And it’s
okay to feel like crap… I learned it’s okay to COMPLAIN
and WHINE to all your friends for a whole day……..
I learned that sometimes the things you want
most you just can’t have and the things that
you look for are right in front of you.
I learned that the greatest thing about MY SCHOOL.
I learned school will always be my home.....

It’s the *FrIeNdShIpS*, which means taking chances.
I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget
are the things which we most need to talk about…
I learned that TIME and LOVE can heal all things…
I learned that just when you think it can’t get worse - it does! …
but with the love and support of FRIENDS - you survive…
I’ve learned that when you start feeling Bad
about L O S I N G touch and about those that you’ve lost!
They too, are feeling the same way......

I learned that chits in exam from friends are the
most important things and I clutch them to my heart.
And that sending cards to your
friends makes you feel better! But, basically, I just learned
that my friends…….. Both old and new….. are the most IMPORTANT
people to me in the world AND…….without them, I wouldn’t be who
I AM TODAY…..

FALLING TEARS.......

Tears are falling from my eyes right now,
as I sit and cry at night.
blood is dripping from my heart,
as I try so hard to write.
I have so much pain, I’m hurt alot,
I can’t explain all this,
I’m just falling apart.
no one understands,
I don’t know where to start
and I don’t know where to end.
love hurts so much,
like a Million stabbing knives,
especially when you have all this pain,
that you wish you could deny.
I’m so sore right now,
my heart is racing fast,
I wish I could forget all this,
and leave you the past.
There will always be a memory,
a memory of us both,
how we both loved each other,
and in my heart I’ll hold.
I will always hold this memory
even though you don’t care,
and the scar you left in my heart
will forever be there.

bondhu mane......

bondhu mane meghla dupur,
shishir bheja bhor;
bondhu mane gore otha,
adikarer jor.
bondhu mane anek moja,
alpa abhiman;
bondhu mane moner moddhhe,
kothao ektu tan.
bondhu mane tiffin break-e,
sobai bose khaoa,
bondhu mane besura golai ,
ek sathe gan gaoa.
bondhu mane sondha belai,
ekta missed call;
bondhu mane bikelbala,
ek sathe football.
bondhu mane bench-e bose
anka kose jaoa,
bondhu mane shob bisoye,
aki number paoa.
bondhu mane cycle chepe ,
ek sathe ghor jaoa;
bondhu mane alpa hariye ,
anek kichu paoa.
bondhu mane chosma chokhe,
misti hasir chobi;
bondhu mane dari-gof-wala,
jeno ekjon kabi.
bondhu mane physics ar anker samnoy'
bondhu mane sobar sathe sobar annondo........


P.S : i have got this beautiful poem from a friend and i just copied it ans pasted it. its really too good to go unnoticed.