Sunday, January 31, 2010

nothing beats the first kiss




PEOPLE SAY HAPPINESS IS LIKE A LIGHT IN OUR LIFE. BUT TO ME DARKNESS IS JOY.....


STANDING ON MY TIPTOES
I PUT MY ARMS AROUND YOUR NECK,
I CLOSED MY EYES WHEN U TOUCHED ME
I FELT A CHILL RUN THROUGH MY SPINE
I MOVED CLOSER....
I COULD FEEL UR WARM BREATHE ON MY HAIR
I COULD SMELL THE PERFUME OF UR SHIRT
U WRAPPED UR ARMS AROUND ME.....
LOOKED INTO MY EYES WITH SO MUCH PASSION...
I HAVE NEVER SEEN THAT GLOW IN UR EYES
WHAT WAS THAT---- LOVE, PASSION , LUST??
I NEVER FOUND THE ANSWER BUT
UR LIPS FOUND MINE
AND WE STOOD THERE ... KISSING .....
IT FELT SO PERFECT.....
AS IF UR LIPS ARE CURVED JUST FOR ME....
OUR LIPS FIT SO NICE WITHOUT DIFFICULTY,
I FELT THE FIRE RAGING INSIDE ME....
I FELT THE HEAT FROM YOUR BODY ENTANGLING WITH MINE
EVERYTHING BECAME SO DARK....
I CLOSED MY EYES AND IT WAS ALL DARK
BUT A JOY I NEVER FELT BEFORE...
U MADE ME SO HAPPY..... U MADE ME CRY IN JOY
U PUSHED ME FARTHER AND FARTHER ...
BREATHING HEAVY... JUST UTTERING
"I LOVE YOU"....
ALL TROUBLES AND WORRIES LEFT ME....
I WANTED TO HOLD U AND LIVE FOREVER...
I WANTED NOTHING ELSE.....
AS I SLOWLY OPENED MY EYES,
I COULDN'T SEE U ANYMORE
BECOZ, U LEFT ME LONG AGO...
THE MEMORIES HAUNT M E EVERY MOMENT,
I CANNOT FIND JOY IN DARKNESS ANYMORE...

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

WHOM SHALL I COMFORT?---ME OR HER





I LOOK INTO THOSE EYES..
EYES FULL OF TEARS....
PAIN FLOWING WITHOUT BOUNDS...
IT ASKs ME FOR HELP....
IT CRIES OUT FOR IT'S LOST LOVE
I STARE BLANKLY... QUIET
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO ANSWER
SILENT TEARS FLOW THROUGH MY EYES...
AND I SEE THOSE TEARS IN HER FACE TOO
I TRY TO RUB THEM BUT ONLY TOUCH THE GLASS
EVEN THROUGH TH ETEARS I CAN SEE HER LOVE
HOW CAN I TELL HER
THAT THE ONE WHOM SHE LOVED HAS GONE FOREVER??
HOW CAN I MAKE HER UNDERSTAND
THAT HE WILL NEVER RETURN TO HER...... NEVER ??
BUT LOVE IS BLIND.... SHE DEOSNT BELIEVE ME
AND KEEPS ON WAITING IN HER DARK ROOM
NOT KNOWING THAT THE DOORS OF HER ROOM
HAS BEEN LOCKED BY HIM .... WHICH HE WILL NEVER OPEN
SHE WAITS AND WAITS..... WID HOPES AND JOY
THAT ONEDAY HE WILL COME BACK.....
SHE ASKS ME THE UNANSWERED QUESTION,
'HOW CAN EVERYTHING HE TOLD ME A LIE ?
HOW CAN HE LIE TO ME? HE LOVES ME. '....
ONCE AGAIN A TEAR DROP FROM THOSE EYES....
I AM HELPLESS ..... I CANT COMFORT HER
I CANT RUB THOSE TEARS.....
I CANT MAKE HER SEE THE TRUTH...
ALL I CAN DO IS TO CRY WID HER....

Tuesday, January 26, 2010




It hurts to breathe because every breath I take proves I can't live without you.

To fall in love is awfully simple, but to fall out of love is simply awful.

A life with love will have some thorns, but a life without love will have no roses.

Reject your sense of injury and the injury itself disappears.

The greatest pain that comes from love is loving someone you can never have.

Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew.

The stupidest mistake in life is thinking the one who hurt you the most, won't hurt you again.

The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.

Love is unconditional, relationships are not.For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, It might have been.

love is not what u give...... it is how the other one takes ur love to be.....

the most painful word a lover can say "can we be friends? best friends?"

love is the only game where there is no justification for cheating.... because the cheater becomes the winner ........ and the loser cries doesnt matter even if he sacrificed his life.



LOVE IS A FAIRY TALE....which starts sweetly, moves wid ups and down, and finally ends happily forever. but like every fairy tales, love is also something out of reality.

when u fall in love, u feel good, u forget all ur pains and troubles, u get extra energetic, u get resolved wid aims...... and life blossoms like a rose in spring. we all fall in love....... at some point of our life.

I am here to love you and hold you dear with all my heart.
You are my reason to smile
at many things I can think of.
I can go on with life
just by knowing you are there.

Keeping you close in my heart
just to touch the sky with love.
Reaching out to you
with every breeze in the air.
Smiling at the sunsets
to send colors to your way.
I am holding onto rainbows
to put smile on your face.
You are my true love
and I will remeber you that way.

I will allways love you
even if the stars fall from the skies.
If darkness takes over my eyes
to see my way around.
No matter how hard it would be
to hold on or hang on
You will allways be in my heart
and my brand new day.
I LOVE YOU
and you are my heaven sent to my way.

love is special

LOVE IS SOMETHING ---- something special to me.
when u fall in love u never get sleep..... do u know why?? because reality becomes better than dreams. I have seen a lot of faces of love. love of friends, love of teachers, love of parents, love of my lover.... but i never get tired... I feel bored to get the same love again and again because I feel it in a special way everyday..... every moment.

LOVE is the only topic keep on talking about..... because i felt the joy of love but more than that i felt the pain of love.... the scars and wound which will never heal... not even "time" can heal these wounds but yeah, then again life moves on.....

I am not here today to say my lovestory but to reveal the pains and anguish of love which tortures me everyday....

love is pain to me ..... but to someone somewhere love is beautiful... i thank god that atleast there is someone who still lives in her dreamland and whose dreams hasnt been crushed by a cruel man..

Be it in dictionary, in love stories, in movies or in Bible ..... LOVE IS ALWAYS BEAUTIFUL but there are many people like me to whom love is never beautiful.... the ones who live in the dark world and keeps a fake smile on their face in light....

Monday, January 25, 2010

YOUR LIFE......

One day your life will flash before your eyes. Make sure its worth watching.