WHEN I LOOK AT YOU....

EVERYTIME I LOOK AT HIM,
I TRY MY BEST TO IGNORE HIM
BUT I CANT....
I CANT HELP FROM SMILING AT HIM
JUST BY HIS MERE PRESENCE.
ALL WORRIES LEAVE ME
WHEN I HEAR HIS VOICE,
I CANT TAKE MY EYES OFF HIS LIPS
THOSE LIPS WHICH ONCE LAID SO POSSESSIVELY ON MINE...
HE KEEPS ON TALKING .... I JUST HEAR HIS VOICE..
MEMORIES OF HIM HAUNTS ME EVERY MOMENT
THEY TEASE ME AND HURT ME...
BUT STILL I KEEP THEM CLOSE TO MY HEART
BECO'S THEY ARE THE ONLY PROOF
THAT 'WE' EXISTED ONCE..
EVEN THOUGH IT WAS FAKE TO U
EVEN THOUGH IT WAS NOT LOVE TO U
EVEN THOUGH IT WAS JUST INFATUATION FOR U....
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.... FOREVER..
WHEN HE LOOKS AT ME,
I FEEL A SHIVER IN MY SPINE...
I CANT TAKE MY EYES OFF HIM..
MY HEART RACES FAST... MY MIND SWIRLS
AND THEN....
A OLD, KNOWN PAIN TWIST MY HEART
AND I COME BACK AGAIN IN REAL WORLD....
I TRY TO TELL HIM SO MANY THINGS
JUST THROUGH MY EYES...
CANT HE SEE I AM DYING IN THE PAIN?
CANT HE SEE THE TORMENT I HAVE TO GO EVERYDAY?
HE LOOKS AWAY FROM ME.....
AND I KEEP WAITING WHEN HE WILL LOOK AT ME AGAIN...
MAYBE ONEDAY HE WILL REALIZE THE DAMAGE HE HAS DONE..
MAYBE...... JUST MAYBE...