Tuesday, April 27, 2010

a story of a raped girl


rasta r dhare poriya achi ami
banchiya na moriya ---- ? se gyan nahi amar,
roktakto deho niya, jontrona ta buke niya
mukh lukiyachi ami chera sari r anchol e..
fupiya fupiya kandiya choli ami,
ey shorir kapite thake....
ey deho je ,amar deho nohe.....
ora je khable , anchre niye niyeche ey shorir.....
je tuku ento , kata baki chilo... feliya rakhiya geche..
kukure shukiya choli jai....
ore pashndo!! ore purusher jaat!! ore nirmom!!
tora je kukurer thekeo niche....
kukur o ey deho dekhle shukiya choliya jai.....
kintu purush je bare bare ase.....
bare bare khablaiya jai ey deho ke...
amar jontrona r chitkar shuniya
anondo pas tora...
amar roktoi rongin korish nijeder haath,
nokh anchre, daant kamre,
joliye, puriye khash tora ey
"meye manush er mansa pindo ta ke".
ke tora ..... ki tora.....
janwar ke o bhalobhasle se bhoje....
tora je 'purush'......
manush er jontronai anondo paas tora......
ajike poriya achi ami ekhane....
nahi somman, nahi shokti ghore phiraya jabar....
jani keu asibe na amar kache,
jani keu chuinbe na amake,
ami je duschoritro,
ami ke kolonkito,
ami je opobitro,
ami je meye manush!!!!!
sohjyo korite hoibe amake.
ami je 'ento khabar er moton'
shokole dure dure thake ama theke,
shokole amake dekhiya mukh ghuriya fele,
shokole amar dike angul tule dakhai,
he bhogoban, ki koriyachi ami....
sedin er raat er jontronata ki kom chilo amar?
tobu keno abar ey bhoja tanite hoibe
amake sara jibon ?
kotha theke shunite pai ami,
'karon tumi meye'
stobdho hoye takiya thaki ami.....
ajo bhujite pari nai
"ki koriyachi ami ,
ma er kole r sneho theke bonchito hoite?"

feelings of a girl in 'satidaha'


obak chokhe cheye thaki ami
bhujite na pari... ki koriyachi.....
obola jib ami, jontronai katrachchi....
ohe priyojon,
ohe bondhugon,
cheye dekho aji , ey durdine
jayiyo na chole....
ki dosh amar, ki kosur amar,
keno agun e jaliyacho amai...
keno ey sotir shikar ami...
amar chokher jol e buk bhijiya jai..
tobu buker bhitor agun neve na,
bhoyarto ma ra shishuder kole tane,
bole, "dekhish na bacha... o je kalankito!!"
amar bacha poriya ache dur anginai...
keu tare kole tule nai ni....
agun er shikha gras kore amai....
lovarto chokhe ora amai dekhe.
"ore pashondo!!!! ore roktokhaki!!!
ajike tor amar jontronai nachitechis,
toder o kanya ache... tora o pita hoyiachis....
sedin dekhibo kemon tora nijer meyer
soti ghire ghire nachis!!!!"
gyan hoyar age jahar saathe
saat panke bendhechilam ey jibon,
dekheni jahake kokhono,
naam janina jahar knodin,
je konodin bhalobase ni amake....
aji, he bhogoban !! tahari chitai
jyanto amake jolite hoyiche.....
ghrinai bhora du chokh diye
agun jholse pore..... dhik !!
dhik ey duniya!! dhik ey sanaskar!!!

Thursday, April 22, 2010

kagoj ar kolom er kotha.......


Aj onek diner pore,
Amar kolom o jano klanto obosonno,
Obosor neoa ek kormocharir motoi nispran.
J kali te sato sato kobita jonmato,
Seo jano dirghyosash a pata voria tulche.
Seo preme porechilo ekdin ei mosrin kagojer.
Tar hridoy thake kalir sobde jhore porto,
Chondomoy premer kobita.
Sabolil khela cholto patar sathe.
Kakhono hridoy ar kotha,
Kokhono sudhui kothar kotha.
Aj tar hridoy ar sob kothai jano
Thanday jomat bandha kalir moto jome giache.
R ja kichu kothar kotha se gulo vasa hariache.
Bechari pata , se to diary ar dui dewal ar modhye bondi hoye,
Pore roilo amar boi ar rack a.
Tobu prem chilo hridoy a.
Tar sada onger swachhata atotuku mlan hoyni.
Hoyto protikhya korechilo, kobe sei kolom
Abar tar hridoy a anchor kete bolbe,
"Dekho ami asechi, sudhu tomakei voria tulte,
Tomatei mishia dite amar somosto kobita."
Or to abar chokher jol felteo voy hoy.
Pache kalir lekha gulo muche jay.
Aboseshe Ishwar or kotha sunlen.
Nana jontronay badhyo kore tullen amay kobita likhte.
Ami likhte boslam amar sei kolom r sada patar kotha......

Monday, April 12, 2010

A WARRIOR OF LIFE


1. "Life has three aspects: Paradox, Humor, and Change.

- Paradox: Life is a mystery; don't waste time figuring it out.

- Humor: Keep a sense of humor, especially about yourself. It is a strength beyond all measure

- Change: Know that nothing stays the same."


2. "There is never nothing going on. There are no ordinary moments."

3. "When you feel fear. Use the sword, take it up here and cut the mind to ribbons, slash through all those regrets and fears, anything else that lives in past or the future"

4. "Take out the trash from what's inside your head."

5. "A warrior is not about perfection or victory or invulnerability. He's about absolute vulnerability. That is the only true courage."

6. "There is no starting or stopping - only doing."

7. "There's no greater purpose than service to others."

8. "Everyone wants to tell you what to do and what's good for you. They don't want you to find your own answers, they want you to believe theirs."

9. "I want you to stop gathering information from the outside and start gathering it from the inside."

10. "People are not their thoughts, they think they are, and it brings them all kinds of sadness."

11. "Death isn't sad. The sad thing is: most people don't live at all."

12. "Knowledge is knowing, Wisdom is doing."

13. "Where are you? Here. What time is it? Now. Who are you? This moment."

14. "It is the journey that gives us happiness, not the destination."

15. "A warrior acts, a fool reacts."

16. "If you don't get what you want, you suffer. And even when you get exactly what you want, you still suffer because you can't hold on to it forever."

17. "There is no better, you will never be better. Same way you'll never be less than anybody else."

18. "Habit is the problem. All you need to do is be conscious about your choices and be responsible for your actions."

19. "Every action has its price and its pleasure. Recognizing both sides a warrior becomes realistic and responsible for his actions."

20. "The ones who are hardest to love are usually the ones who need it the most."

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

School Days







Somewhere between the maths classes and the homework..
and the pranks on friends....
and the friendships and the calls
to each other complaining about Crushes and
BF/GF!! Somewhere between the phone calls to old
friends and the “I miss you’s“, the “I love you’s” and
the “What are we doing tonight’s?” And somewhere
between all of the changing and growing…
somewhere between the classes and the skipping
classes…and the Studying for tests…And then
PRETENDING to “STUDY” for TESTS...
And actually NOT studying for Tests…
I forgot–I forgot what SCHOOL was all about........
until I left it behind......

Somewhere between all the competitive exams,
and studying.. and studying.. and falling in sleep
and then learning my lessons in my dreamssss
Making plans then breaking plans…
I forgot–I forgot what it was like to cry.
I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn’t make you
happy… And that pretending to
be SMART doesn’t make you smart .. I forgot
that you can’t just forget the past in
fear of the FUTURE… I forgot that you
can’t control falling in Love..
And that you can’t make yourself fall in *LoVe*
…. I learnt that I can LOVE… I
learned that it’s okay to MESS UP….
And it’s okay to ask for HELP!!!.. And it’s
okay to feel like crap… I learned it’s okay to COMPLAIN
and WHINE to all your friends for a whole day……..
I learned that sometimes the things you want
most you just can’t have and the things that
you look for are right in front of you.
I learned that the greatest thing about MY SCHOOL.
I learned school will always be my home.....

It’s the *FrIeNdShIpS*, which means taking chances.
I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget
are the things which we most need to talk about…
I learned that TIME and LOVE can heal all things…
I learned that just when you think it can’t get worse - it does! …
but with the love and support of FRIENDS - you survive…
I’ve learned that when you start feeling Bad
about L O S I N G touch and about those that you’ve lost!
They too, are feeling the same way......

I learned that chits in exam from friends are the
most important things and I clutch them to my heart.
And that sending cards to your
friends makes you feel better! But, basically, I just learned
that my friends…….. Both old and new….. are the most IMPORTANT
people to me in the world AND…….without them, I wouldn’t be who
I AM TODAY…..

FALLING TEARS.......


Tears are falling from my eyes right now,
as I sit and cry at night.
blood is dripping from my heart,
as I try so hard to write.
I have so much pain, I’m hurt alot,
I can’t explain all this,
I’m just falling apart.
no one understands,
I don’t know where to start
and I don’t know where to end.
love hurts so much,
like a Million stabbing knives,
especially when you have all this pain,
that you wish you could deny.
I’m so sore right now,
my heart is racing fast,
I wish I could forget all this,
and leave you the past.
There will always be a memory,
a memory of us both,
how we both loved each other,
and in my heart I’ll hold.
I will always hold this memory
even though you don’t care,
and the scar you left in my heart
will forever be there.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

bondhu mane......

bondhu mane meghla dupur,
shishir bheja bhor;
bondhu mane gore otha,
adikarer jor.
bondhu mane anek moja,
alpa abhiman;
bondhu mane moner moddhhe,
kothao ektu tan.
bondhu mane tiffin break-e,
sobai bose khaoa,
bondhu mane besura golai ,
ek sathe gan gaoa.
bondhu mane sondha belai,
ekta missed call;
bondhu mane bikelbala,
ek sathe football.
bondhu mane bench-e bose
anka kose jaoa,
bondhu mane shob bisoye,
aki number paoa.
bondhu mane cycle chepe ,
ek sathe ghor jaoa;
bondhu mane alpa hariye ,
anek kichu paoa.
bondhu mane chosma chokhe,
misti hasir chobi;
bondhu mane dari-gof-wala,
jeno ekjon kabi.
bondhu mane physics ar anker samnoy'
bondhu mane sobar sathe sobar annondo........


P.S : i have got this beautiful poem from a friend and i just copied it ans pasted it. its really too good to go unnoticed.

Thursday, February 25, 2010

only once


everything swirling in my mind,
tears flowing down my face,
my legs cant carry me anymore,
but I keep on running
as fast as I can,
I dont care them laughing at me,
I dont care them pointing at me,
All I know is
I have to run... I must not stop.
I dont want to stop...
I dont want to think what you told me
before turning your back at me,
I dont want to remember that
hate in your eyes when
I said I am madly in love with you....
I dont want to realize
you had lied to me all these days...
becoz I love you so much.
And then suddenly I trip over
and fall , facing the ground.
I smell the ground and open my eyes,
I see a broken twig
maybe trampled by someone .... just like me.
I dont have the strength to move
A pain is killing me inside
I feel like screaming...
I see people surrounding me
as i lay there helpless,
my eyes still searching something,
I cant breathe anymore
I cant hear what they are saying,
I cant see anything clearly,
but still I keep on searching HIM
in the midst of the crowd,
I try to shout his name
but my throat is dry in thirst,
I am tired, I am weak, I am stupid,
All I want is to see you
one last time.... just once..
darkness fill my mind
'God where is he !!'
I gasp for air,
I know HE will come... he WILL..
my love is strong enough,
My love is true enough
to just let me see him,
smell him, hold him , for once
before I die...
I lay there just with the hope
that our eyes will meet for once,
and before I take my last breathe
I feel a slight hope
that maybe.. maybe oneday
our eyes will meet
and his dark eyes will pour into mine
but that day, I wont be
seeing through those still lifeless eyes...

Monday, February 22, 2010

the moment I miss you


Screaming on the inside.
Kicking and crying on the outside.
Wanting him back.
Needing to hear him.
Gasping, Trembling.
Trying to find the words.
Getting mad,
Getting angry,
Hating the world,
Then breaking completely down.
Can't breath,
Drowning in tears.
Sobbing hard,
Praying for God's help with everything I have.
Lump in my throat,
Knots in my stomach.
Tears soaking up my face.
The salty taste is in my mouth.
Wanting him to feel the love I feel for him.
Wanting him to see the pain he's putting me through.
Not strong enough.
Dont have the strength to hide the hurt.
Trying to hold back,
But I'm about to burst.
Feeling rejected,
Can't find what I've left behind.
I'm losing faith,
Falling from Grace,
I'm all over the place.
Lost inside.
Not complete.
I need to step up and be strong.
Can't show him my weakness.
He won't see the tears behind these ahzel eyes.
He'll never know how I truely feel.
Hoping he feels it too.
I won't give up.
I can't.
I have to stay true.
I will use the rest of my strength,
I'll show him I Love Him.
Scared of rejection again.
I don't want it to come to that.
Terrified.
The thing I want most...
Is the only thing that petrifies me.

my heart wonders.....



My heart is wondering.
Wondering if you ever think of those days,
when we smiled, loved and lived together.
I think of them.
Wondering if you remember the first time you kissed me,
the moment we fell in love, the first time you said "I love you".
I remember.
Wondering if you think of me,
our love, wondering if you forgot how good it felt.
I miss you.
Maybe someday my heart will stop wondering, but until then,
I'll never fall in love again like that.
I know it's been years, but I still love you.
Always have, always will.
You told me you loved me
Though I never knew
That when u said love
You meant lust
When i realized that lust
I begun to cry
Though you said it wasnt your fault
if i thought our "close friendship" o be love,
becoz to you it was all infatuation
but how can i help from falling in love wid you
So I curled up in a little ball
In the corner of the hallways
I waited for you to say you are sorry
I though knew you wont
Cause i used to have a fairy tale
Though it has turned into a dream and
That dream became the nightmare
but no matter i will always love you....

Thursday, February 18, 2010

cant u see----i m already broken?


Look into my eyes,
See my broken heart,
Pain reflected in my eyes,
Taste my tears,
My liquid pool of emotion,
See my sadness,
Hear my voice,
An undisturbed silence,
Gives a chill to the air,
Emotions fill my head,
Turn me all around,
Water full of sadness,
Runs down through lines,
Through the lines,
Of this unhappy face.

when will u see me crying for u?? will u ever?? i am so much helplessly in love wid u. i desperately need u ...... but i know i have to move on. it difficult but i believe god will surely help me .

Sunday, February 14, 2010

it has been 2 years since he left me and went away but still i cant forget him. can anyone tell me what to do?? many say "move on wid life".... "god will help u"......"u will get back ur true love if u wait"....... and so on. but god damn it!!! it never happens though i wish so much atleast one of them to happen. iiii am so helpless today... not even god can help me now !!!! i am so much in love the one who doesnt even deserve my love and dont feel it. i hate crying but more i keep back the tears from falling i feel a burning sensation in my chest more and more. i want to forget him. i want to erase him out of my memory. i cant get him out of my mind. thinking about him and breathing is same to me.

he loves someone else. he always loved her. i was just an infatuation to him ofr 2 months. yes, 2 months ... thats all it took to end my life in such a pathetic way. i have always wanted him to be happy. thats what i asked from god. 'make him happy'.... and god answered my prayers. god made him happy. i dont blame god. i respect and trust god even now. life had been a nightmare for me for 7 months after he left me. even now the pain kills me. the worst thing is when i try to reach him an di dont get him, i know he is then enjoying himself wid his lover ......i just cant think anymore how he is enjoying himself.

why me god?? becoz i loved someone so much that i forgot to ask for my happiness?? is this what i get for loving someone so much? i know today, at this moment he is wid her in his bed making love. i m not jealous. i m sad. i just wish he would have loved me truly even for once. i can never tell him or make him understand what pain or torture i undergo everyday.... that my life has been jeopardized forever.... stay wid those pains silently enduring them..... only screaming in sleep ....
he went to his path which he found right but what about me? how can i tell him that i closed all the roads of my life and came to him ?? how can i make him realize that when he turned me away i have no where else to go and thats why i m still here . i love him. i really love him.


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sorry guys, just became a little bit emotional and vomitted it out. never mind it. and pls dont ask anything regarding it. love ya guys.

love is pain


the pain kill me every time i remember u
i know i have to let u go but i can't
u r far away today
with someone else....
enjoying your valentine's day
or enjoying ur 'ususal sunday roamings'.
all i can do is to cry here helplessly
i hate myself to think how weak i am
how much i am depended on u
and u dot even know my existence.
i miss the warmth of ur hugs....
the softness of ur kiss....
those moments wid u
which haunt me evryday.
words are too less to say how much it pains
to see u in someone's arm,
to see u moving someone's hair strands,
to see u smiling and holding hands ,
i wish so much it had been me.
its time i must let u go,
let u go out of my mind....... out of my heart
i dont know why cant i leave u
even after what damage u did to me
even after knowing u never loved me
but only used me... i hate so much to admit it.
its time for me to move on
but i am so weak...... so weak...

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

WHEN I LOOK AT YOU....


EVERYTIME I LOOK AT HIM,
I TRY MY BEST TO IGNORE HIM
BUT I CANT....
I CANT HELP FROM SMILING AT HIM
JUST BY HIS MERE PRESENCE.
ALL WORRIES LEAVE ME
WHEN I HEAR HIS VOICE,
I CANT TAKE MY EYES OFF HIS LIPS
THOSE LIPS WHICH ONCE LAID SO POSSESSIVELY ON MINE...
HE KEEPS ON TALKING .... I JUST HEAR HIS VOICE..
MEMORIES OF HIM HAUNTS ME EVERY MOMENT
THEY TEASE ME AND HURT ME...
BUT STILL I KEEP THEM CLOSE TO MY HEART
BECO'S THEY ARE THE ONLY PROOF
THAT 'WE' EXISTED ONCE..
EVEN THOUGH IT WAS FAKE TO U
EVEN THOUGH IT WAS NOT LOVE TO U
EVEN THOUGH IT WAS JUST INFATUATION FOR U....
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.... FOREVER..
WHEN HE LOOKS AT ME,
I FEEL A SHIVER IN MY SPINE...
I CANT TAKE MY EYES OFF HIM..
MY HEART RACES FAST... MY MIND SWIRLS
AND THEN....
A OLD, KNOWN PAIN TWIST MY HEART
AND I COME BACK AGAIN IN REAL WORLD....
I TRY TO TELL HIM SO MANY THINGS
JUST THROUGH MY EYES...
CANT HE SEE I AM DYING IN THE PAIN?
CANT HE SEE THE TORMENT I HAVE TO GO EVERYDAY?
HE LOOKS AWAY FROM ME.....
AND I KEEP WAITING WHEN HE WILL LOOK AT ME AGAIN...
MAYBE ONEDAY HE WILL REALIZE THE DAMAGE HE HAS DONE..
MAYBE...... JUST MAYBE...

Sunday, January 31, 2010

nothing beats the first kiss




PEOPLE SAY HAPPINESS IS LIKE A LIGHT IN OUR LIFE. BUT TO ME DARKNESS IS JOY.....


STANDING ON MY TIPTOES
I PUT MY ARMS AROUND YOUR NECK,
I CLOSED MY EYES WHEN U TOUCHED ME
I FELT A CHILL RUN THROUGH MY SPINE
I MOVED CLOSER....
I COULD FEEL UR WARM BREATHE ON MY HAIR
I COULD SMELL THE PERFUME OF UR SHIRT
U WRAPPED UR ARMS AROUND ME.....
LOOKED INTO MY EYES WITH SO MUCH PASSION...
I HAVE NEVER SEEN THAT GLOW IN UR EYES
WHAT WAS THAT---- LOVE, PASSION , LUST??
I NEVER FOUND THE ANSWER BUT
UR LIPS FOUND MINE
AND WE STOOD THERE ... KISSING .....
IT FELT SO PERFECT.....
AS IF UR LIPS ARE CURVED JUST FOR ME....
OUR LIPS FIT SO NICE WITHOUT DIFFICULTY,
I FELT THE FIRE RAGING INSIDE ME....
I FELT THE HEAT FROM YOUR BODY ENTANGLING WITH MINE
EVERYTHING BECAME SO DARK....
I CLOSED MY EYES AND IT WAS ALL DARK
BUT A JOY I NEVER FELT BEFORE...
U MADE ME SO HAPPY..... U MADE ME CRY IN JOY
U PUSHED ME FARTHER AND FARTHER ...
BREATHING HEAVY... JUST UTTERING
"I LOVE YOU"....
ALL TROUBLES AND WORRIES LEFT ME....
I WANTED TO HOLD U AND LIVE FOREVER...
I WANTED NOTHING ELSE.....
AS I SLOWLY OPENED MY EYES,
I COULDN'T SEE U ANYMORE
BECOZ, U LEFT ME LONG AGO...
THE MEMORIES HAUNT M E EVERY MOMENT,
I CANNOT FIND JOY IN DARKNESS ANYMORE...

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

WHOM SHALL I COMFORT?---ME OR HER





I LOOK INTO THOSE EYES..
EYES FULL OF TEARS....
PAIN FLOWING WITHOUT BOUNDS...
IT ASKs ME FOR HELP....
IT CRIES OUT FOR IT'S LOST LOVE
I STARE BLANKLY... QUIET
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO ANSWER
SILENT TEARS FLOW THROUGH MY EYES...
AND I SEE THOSE TEARS IN HER FACE TOO
I TRY TO RUB THEM BUT ONLY TOUCH THE GLASS
EVEN THROUGH TH ETEARS I CAN SEE HER LOVE
HOW CAN I TELL HER
THAT THE ONE WHOM SHE LOVED HAS GONE FOREVER??
HOW CAN I MAKE HER UNDERSTAND
THAT HE WILL NEVER RETURN TO HER...... NEVER ??
BUT LOVE IS BLIND.... SHE DEOSNT BELIEVE ME
AND KEEPS ON WAITING IN HER DARK ROOM
NOT KNOWING THAT THE DOORS OF HER ROOM
HAS BEEN LOCKED BY HIM .... WHICH HE WILL NEVER OPEN
SHE WAITS AND WAITS..... WID HOPES AND JOY
THAT ONEDAY HE WILL COME BACK.....
SHE ASKS ME THE UNANSWERED QUESTION,
'HOW CAN EVERYTHING HE TOLD ME A LIE ?
HOW CAN HE LIE TO ME? HE LOVES ME. '....
ONCE AGAIN A TEAR DROP FROM THOSE EYES....
I AM HELPLESS ..... I CANT COMFORT HER
I CANT RUB THOSE TEARS.....
I CANT MAKE HER SEE THE TRUTH...
ALL I CAN DO IS TO CRY WID HER....

Tuesday, January 26, 2010




It hurts to breathe because every breath I take proves I can't live without you.

To fall in love is awfully simple, but to fall out of love is simply awful.

A life with love will have some thorns, but a life without love will have no roses.

Reject your sense of injury and the injury itself disappears.

The greatest pain that comes from love is loving someone you can never have.

Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew.

The stupidest mistake in life is thinking the one who hurt you the most, won't hurt you again.

The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.

Love is unconditional, relationships are not.For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, It might have been.

love is not what u give...... it is how the other one takes ur love to be.....

the most painful word a lover can say "can we be friends? best friends?"

love is the only game where there is no justification for cheating.... because the cheater becomes the winner ........ and the loser cries doesnt matter even if he sacrificed his life.



LOVE IS A FAIRY TALE....which starts sweetly, moves wid ups and down, and finally ends happily forever. but like every fairy tales, love is also something out of reality.

when u fall in love, u feel good, u forget all ur pains and troubles, u get extra energetic, u get resolved wid aims...... and life blossoms like a rose in spring. we all fall in love....... at some point of our life.

I am here to love you and hold you dear with all my heart.
You are my reason to smile
at many things I can think of.
I can go on with life
just by knowing you are there.

Keeping you close in my heart
just to touch the sky with love.
Reaching out to you
with every breeze in the air.
Smiling at the sunsets
to send colors to your way.
I am holding onto rainbows
to put smile on your face.
You are my true love
and I will remeber you that way.

I will allways love you
even if the stars fall from the skies.
If darkness takes over my eyes
to see my way around.
No matter how hard it would be
to hold on or hang on
You will allways be in my heart
and my brand new day.
I LOVE YOU
and you are my heaven sent to my way.

love is special

LOVE IS SOMETHING ---- something special to me.
when u fall in love u never get sleep..... do u know why?? because reality becomes better than dreams. I have seen a lot of faces of love. love of friends, love of teachers, love of parents, love of my lover.... but i never get tired... I feel bored to get the same love again and again because I feel it in a special way everyday..... every moment.

LOVE is the only topic keep on talking about..... because i felt the joy of love but more than that i felt the pain of love.... the scars and wound which will never heal... not even "time" can heal these wounds but yeah, then again life moves on.....

I am not here today to say my lovestory but to reveal the pains and anguish of love which tortures me everyday....

love is pain to me ..... but to someone somewhere love is beautiful... i thank god that atleast there is someone who still lives in her dreamland and whose dreams hasnt been crushed by a cruel man..

Be it in dictionary, in love stories, in movies or in Bible ..... LOVE IS ALWAYS BEAUTIFUL but there are many people like me to whom love is never beautiful.... the ones who live in the dark world and keeps a fake smile on their face in light....

Monday, January 25, 2010

YOUR LIFE......

One day your life will flash before your eyes. Make sure its worth watching.